當你完全專注於他，關注他在做什麼、感受什麼時，你其實是在推開他。
他是最後一個加入舞池的。我注意到他……他實在很難不被注意到。他靠近我跳舞。但我正忙著享受舞蹈和與朋友的交流。我們玩得非常開心。
他直視我的眼睛。
那一刻讓我心動。
我與他保持眼神接觸。
他笑了。
幾分鐘後，他在我身邊跳舞。
我仍然忙著玩樂，沒有太多注意他。但他靠得更近了。我開始好奇。他跳得非常靠近我，但卻完全沒有碰到我。我注意到我們之間的空間充滿了電流。我開始渴望更親近的接觸，渴望體驗他的觸摸……
我的整個身體都在聆聽他……這感覺像一種挑逗……我意識到我的自我連接變得不那麼深了。
我把注意力帶回到自己身上——在這一刻，某些東西爆發了！
我開始完全自由地表達自己，感受到無比的愉悅，我沉醉其中。
就在這時，他終於碰到了我。
這就是他一直在等待的！我的開放！哈哈！
這感覺真的像極致的愉悅！
我們沉浸在一場不可思議的舞蹈中。這感覺像是我們在這舞蹈中度過了一整個生命。
有流動、愉悅、痛苦、距離、堅持、擴展、深度……
這可能是一個小時……或者只有十分鐘。
我感到完整。
我們向彼此鞠躬。
我轉身離開。
🌺
我並不總是能在男人面前如此放鬆。在我生命中的某個時期，我渴望得到一個男人，這種渴望驅使著我，我會極度不耐煩。我會盡一切努力去促成事情發生。
那是因為我與內心和子宮的聖所中的幸福失去了聯繫。
大多數女性已經失去了她們的愉悅感和與內心深處的連接。
她們發現自己在追逐
推動
控制……
男人、金錢、讚、追隨者……
失去了與真正重要事物的聯繫。
而且……這不足為奇。
因為沒有人教我們回到內在靜止的家園，在那裡你永遠被擁抱。
這是我稱之為永恆摯愛的地方。
這是滿足你所有需求和實現你所有願望的地方。
從這個地方……你開始在幸福中生活。
你自然地散發著光芒和吸引力。
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When you are entirely focused on him, on what he is doing and feeling… you are actually pushing him away.
He is the last to join the dance floor. I notice him… He is hard not to notice. He dances closely to me. But I am so busy enjoying dancing and connecting with my friend. We are having so much fun.
He looks directly into my eyes.
That did something.
I hold eye contact.
He smiles.
A few minutes later he is dancing next to me.
I am still too busy having fun to give it too much of my attention. But he comes closer. I get curious. He dances very close to me but he manages not to touch me at all. I notice the charge in the space between us. I start longing to be in closer contact and to experience his touch…
My whole body is listening to him… it feels like a tease… I realise that my connection to myself became less deep.
I bring my awareness back home – to me and in this moment something pops!
I start expressing myself completely freely, I feel so much pleasure and I surrender to it.
That’s when he finally touches me.
That’s what he was waiting for! My opening! Haha!
This actually feels orgasmic!
We get immersed into an incredible dance. It feels like we live a whole lifetime in this dance. There is flow, pleasure, pain, distance, perseverance, expansion, depth…
It may have been an hour… or just 10 minutes.
I feel complete.
We bow to each other.
I dance away.
*
I have not always been that relaxed in a presence of a man. There was a time in my life when my agenda to get a man was driving me and I would be extremely impatient. I would do everything I could to make things happen.
That was coming from a place of being disconnected from the bliss of living within the sanctuary of my heart and my womb.
Most women have lost their pleasure and connection to the depth of their heart.
They find themselves chasing
pushing
controlling…
Men, money, likes, followers…
Losing the connection to what truly matters.
And… no wonder.
Because no one teaches us to come back home to the inner stillness in which you are eternally held.
This is the place I call Eternal Beloved.
This is the place where all your needs are answered and desires are fulfilled.
From this place… you start living in bliss.
You are naturally radiant and magnetic.
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author: Sofia Sundari
translation: 7flow
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